The More I… The Less I…

The better I get to know Him the more I realize I don’t know Him…
The more I feed on Him the more the hunger grows…
The more I drink of Him the thirstier I get…
The healthier I get the more I am aware of my weakness…
The more self-sustaining I become through His sufficiency the more I realize I cannot function without Him…
The more I realize the lesser I become…
The lesser I become the more I realize I cannot grasp the magnitude of who He really is…
The more comfortable I get the greater the fear of Him rises within me…

We don’t know Him because we don’t seek Him, we don’t seek Him because we don’t know Him…
We box Him in the size of our thinking, we limit His Majesty by our lack of knowledge…

“Father, I repent for making YOU less than what YOU are…
I repent for comparing you to the world…
I repent for even thinking YOU are comparable…
I repent for my unintended disbelief of YOUR MAJESTIC reign…
Don’t depart from me… I cannot be, I will never be…
Yahweh, YOU are because YOU are who YOU ARE, You are the Great I am…
I cannot take a single breathe outside of YOUR existence…
Don’t remove me from YOUR presence…
Have mercy, Please don’t ever remove your grace from this place.”